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9.35 pm
Monday, November 23, 2009


all papers down except for the last one on 3rd dec
glad that everything is over
chem paper 1 is the most difficult paper so far
damnned it!
screw it!
and i was hoping for a miracle for chem since i thought papers 1 and 2 were okay
shingz !!!


posted at : Monday, November 23, 2009
11.24 am
Monday, November 16, 2009


right
more than half the papers down
5 more to go
after next monday, i can slack like crazy cos i`ll be left with only 1 mcq paper
i have 10 days to study for that paper
W.T.H !!
as if i`m gonna spend everyday studying for that!

the papers last week were not too bad
if nothing goes wrong, i should be able to get what i want


went out on saturday to shop for prom clothes for my sis
i`m so proud cos i chose a pair of really pretty shoes for her
it`s velvet heels =D
seldom see velvet heels and short heels for that matter
=DD
didn`t see any prom clothes that i liked
but the shoes made me go gaga
i bought 2 skirts though
one of them is hot pink!
whoops! =)
going out with mom and sis next tues after the second last paper
gonna renew our passports and shop for my prom stuffs after that
haha!
bro and dad are not coming
yay
don`t like them coming with us when we shop
they probably don`t understand the concept of entering many shops and not buying anything and they`ll be bored


oh.
another yay thing
we`re going to china!
but doubt there`d be snow in the areas we are going
but never mind!
it`d still be freezing temperatures
i hope we`d go to harbin next year or some point in time
there are snow and ice sculptures and you can eat steamboat an ice buidling
like, the tables and walls are all carved from ice
coolness yea?
but i think we`ll die from the cold
haha


can`t wait !
can`t wait !
for next monday !
and then 3rd dec !
then A levels will be over !!
=DDDDD


posted at : Monday, November 16, 2009
2.49 pm
Thursday, October 29, 2009


i`m aching everywhere
did some physical conditioning yesterday and after not exercising for so long, the aches are here
i think i put on 10 kg or something >.<
dammit
exams are always fattening-up periods
shingz !!
LOL
that the new word after boomz!
loser, seriously


counting down to the start of the exams
cos when the start is here, the end is approaching too =)
thinking of our year-end vacation =DD
china or taiwan
there`s still the fear of H1N1 in china
and mum is having second thoughts about taiwan as an alternative because we`ve been there before
so we`ll see
and also, gotta see if dad is able to take leave during that period
hope we`ll go to china
then we`ll have a white christmas again !!
i love winter! =D


posted at : Thursday, October 29, 2009
8.46 pm
Sunday, October 25, 2009


bored.
restless.
resigned.

just want everything to be over soon


posted at : Sunday, October 25, 2009
11.39 am
Thursday, October 15, 2009


Chapter 1
I walk down the street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I fall in.I am lost… I am helpless.It isn’t my fault.It takes forever to find a way out.

Chapter 2
I walk down the street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I pretend that I don’t see it.I fall in again.I can’t believe I am in this same place.But, it isn’t my fault.It still takes a long time to get out.

Chapter 3
I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I see it is there.I still fall in … it’s a habit … but, my eyes are open.I know where I am.It is my fault.I get out immediately.

Chapter 4
I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I walk around it.

Chapter 5
I walk down another street.


good luck to all who are taking national exams =)


posted at : Thursday, October 15, 2009
11.34 am


i just found out something totally unexpected
that is, the most annoying guy in class is actually related to me
dammit! really!
the whole story goes like this :
my parents went to my mom`s cousin`s father`s funeral [in other words, her uncle]
so they were talking to the cousin and all and they talked about their kids
and it so happened his son is in AJ and also studies bio
so when that son came, he was like yeah! she`s my classmate!
and the next day in school, he shook hands with me and said "cousins!"
and when i helped him pick up a handout, he`d go "thank you cousin!"
really gets on my nerves
yeah, so our grandfathers are brothers
i believe in destiny and fate and all but he`s the last person i want to be fated to know each other, much less being related dammit!
not that it actually matters much since i won`t meet up with his family and stuffs
whatever

skipped school today and on tues
hahaha

oh yea, i`m living in the new house now!
been less than a week
we moved last saturday but my parents didn`t let us help out
so we camped in mac`s the whole day to study
but we were chased out in the afternoon cos the was a party reservation
so we went to the library and went back to mac`s towards the evening cos bro wanted to eat cheeseburger
lol
and i reminded my mom countless times to remember to bring my hamster over and in the end, she kind of forgot
we only brought the hamster over after dinner when we went back for the last time to collect some stuffs
the poor hamster has been starving the whole day
but really, i don`t sympathise with it
never felt any great love for it actually
=)


posted at : Thursday, October 15, 2009
4.48 pm
Tuesday, September 22, 2009


prelims just ended for me today
pity the goeg and mother tongue and whatsoever subject students who still have a paper tomorrow =)
anyway, the girls weren`t free so we didn`t go out after the paper
got glued to the pokemon game in my phone for like 2 hours
packed my and siblings` stuff after that
we`re moving soon!
came across many letters given to me by seniors and friends and also birthday letters from my siblings
saw the letters amanda gave me, 1 for each year
the most glaring things she mentioned was that even if we`re not able to run together for taf when we`re 17, she hopes that the friendship will lasts forever and that she finds it disturbing that she enjoys running in taf cos i`m forced to go down for recess
yeah
we might not be running together but we`re still running for the damned taf i guess
all these memories will be kept close to my heart
i don`t want to forget them so i`m keeping all these precious letters
oh, i find it hilarious that my siblings treated me as their idol in the past
now they feel like they are losers to have felt that way :p
lol


A levels are approaching in 49 days !!
* squeals!! *
the damned torture is finally gonna be over
i wish and pray fervently to all the gods and deities out there to reserve a place for me in NUS
while i wish to go overseas, im not gonna wipe out my parents` savings doing that
anyway, i think it takes a lot of courage to go overseas so i guess it`s better to stay pampered and protected in s`pore
=)

ta-daa !!


posted at : Tuesday, September 22, 2009
10.02 pm
Saturday, July 25, 2009


happy birthday to me!
now i can drink, drive, smoke and watch M18 movies in the cinema
lol
not that i will drink or smoke though
but movies and driving? definitely!
i think the best birthday present was re-connecting with some old friends
met a 4/1 classmate on the train yesterday and had a great time catching up with him the whole journey home
ting also wished me a bashful birthday
i thought she`d long forgotten me
and amanda too! =DD
and some others =)


went out with the girls after school yesterday to celebrate my birthday
but we were all rather penniless already since it was the end of the week
so we only settled for mos burger
window-shopped around after that, looking at clothes that girls my age are supposed to wear but not me >.<
i kind of feel like i`m still wearing kid clothes
just simple shirts and shorts
no frills, no dressing up or paying more attention to what i wear
seriously, i should go shopping with sara after 'A's and make her choose clothes for me
and i received an extremely unique birthday present from them
something wich i never in my life thought i`ll receive
something that`s alive which needs my tender loving care - a FREAKING HAMSTER !!!
i mean, yeah, they`re adorable and all
i think i`ll love looking at them in the pet store but keeping them is a different matter altogether
look, i killed the 2 hamsters i had years ago cos i neglected them
so now, i promised them i`ll keep it alive for at least a year


a year older, a year wiser? perhaps
i doubt i changed much, maybe i have grown just in the most subtle ways
once again, happy birthday to me !!
=D


posted at : Saturday, July 25, 2009